Instead I bought another ticket back to Peru...
9 things I have learned ever since:
Did you know that your heart has a little brain? There are braincells in your heart - your heart has it's own consciousness, awareness, ability to make judgements. For me it feels like my heart has map of my life and all I have to do is follow it. My heart knows what is my purpose in this life and my mission on Earth. Following your heart is a shortcut to fulfilling what ever you came here for. Your hearts consciousness doesn't recognise pain, stress, hate, violence, envy - that all comes from your ego and brain.
Imagine if everybody would live from their hearts? What kind of world would we live in then?
When things don't work out the way you have planned, there might be a better plan for you. You don't have to break through closed doors, instead look for opened ones. Life doesn't have to be constant worry and trouble, instead it should be easy, flowing, loving, high vibrational, full of love and light. Of course it is stressful if things don't work out the way you have planned, but there's a lesson for you in there. Learn your lessons and then - move on! Go through the opened doors!
It is wonderful to give. It opens your heart, so more light and love can come inside. There is research done that giving, volunteering, charity makes you live longer, happier, healthier life. What you give comes back to you a thousand times more! This world is about exchange of talents and skills and at the end of the day a giver is a receiver and a receiver is also a giver.
It really makes me sad to see how humankind has made itself superior to everything and everyone else. Even more, some groups of people are considering themselves superior to others. From that platform the "superior kind" has the right to humiliate, diminish, violate and kill other "inferior kind".
WHAT IS GOING ON IN THE WORLD? WHY DO WE LET THIS TO CONTINUE?
We are all equal. We are all created for a reason. Nobody has the right to put her/himself higher than anything/anybody else. This is another mental disease that has affected humankind. Considering the fact how rapidly species are disappearing from Earth, how polluted our living environment is and how poor health human kind in general has, we better get cured fast!
Nobody knows you the way you know yourself. All the advice you receive from others is based on their perspective towards life, their own experience, fears, doubts, hopes and dreams. What works for them might not work for you. Instead of looking validation and justification from outside, look inside. You have all the answers!
Seems like everybody is worried about money. The ones who don't have enough, worry how to get some, the ones who have a lot worry how to manage it, grow it and not loose it. It is like a mental disease that has taken over the whole world. It's like a window of perspective that distorts our ability to be more compassionate and live from the hearts. Has it ever occurred to you that something really deep and meaningful happens and suddenly for a split of a second money just doesn't make any sense? Whether it is a birth of your child, experience of a sunrise with somebody you love, family gathering on Christmas eve - when you experience the values of your heart, money JUST DOESN'T MAKE ANY SENSE. You deserve the best, you deserve abundance, but abundance is not only in the form of money. Abundance lies in the health of you and your family, the chance to enhance your talents, time spent with people you love etc. So make sure to put things in a perspective and express gratitude for all abundance in your life in all forms you have received it.
Be present. We tend to constantly either be in the future making plans or in the past reminiscing, but never here. Being present and trusting that everything will work out for you, increases you satisfaction towards life. The present moment is wonderful, full of life and opportunities. Don't rush to go from moment to another moment, instead let life unfold in front of you in wonderful stillness.
I have always felt the pressure to be perfect. All through my childhood and school-years I have competed in singing and reciting, school competitions in math, english, estonian, history, competitions in sports. I competed to get a scholarship for university, competed for jobs, competed for positions in student organisations. Competed... At the same time I have taken seriously media brainwashing about having a perfect body, perfect skin, perfect boyfriend, perfect life. I feel that due to my trusting nature It has been easy to influence me.
What I have realised is that nobody is perfect. It is our imperfections that make us so unique and beautiful. Life is not a competition. It sounds like a cliché, but what is inside is truly more important than what is on the outside, because what is inside reflects on your lifes experience. So let your heart show you the way...
Everything in Universe can be categorised under Love or the absence of it.
Every moment YOU make the decision what to experience.